Thursday, March 16, 2006

To Swallow or Not to Swallow

My ultimate question is: How important is swallowing?

Now keep that in mind as I continue…

I told you that last Friday night I was gonna swallow for the first time. Ever. Fa’ real. I never even swallowed with my husband…and I was married to him for 9 years. I’ll have to tell the stories from my marriage another time…and that’s only if you ask.

DipSet and I were on our way up to the high school play-off games at Pace which is a good 20 minutes away from the homestead. I have been feeling horny but then that is always the case when the bitch is coming to town. Well, I have BEEN horny seeing as DipSet and I are doing it less and less, {which vexes me much. How do you go from 7-9 times a week to once a week?}, so I undo the seatbelt, bend over and ask him to lift his ass so I can pull down his sweats. He looked at me like “why?” which I understood since he and I are always feuding…
…but idiot! I am about to suck your dick and your looking at me like your not sure??? Da hell is that about! I start to sit back in my seat and buckle the seat back up…he reaches over and stops my hand…then gives me this sheepish…”yea, I’mma idiot” look…I look at him as if to say “you sure? ‘cause you stop me from my mission again and I’mma fuck you up!” He nods yes…
….so without a word between us…I proceed to suck the shit out of his baby dick {Venom terminology} until it’s grown to the chubby that I have come to adore.

I knew that I was gonna swallow from the first couple of sucks and strokes…how you ask?,,, My mouth was very wet…I had all kinds of saliva formulating…getting my hand wet, his boxers the top of his sweatpants…everything. I was moving, holding, stroking and I was excited to have this dick in my mouth. It was like an old 1970’s Vanessa Del Rio video blowjob….I went wild on his dick. For a minute there….I loved that dick. The kind of love you have for a person…wanted to show this dick how much I loved it. Not DipSet…but DipSet’s dick… LOL

I was thinking that I’mma suck the shit out of this mans dick and make him cum in my mouth. Now so you know, I am always handling it…touching it and making him cum. It’s always so messy and if I look at cum to long…makes me gag…like I did when Damon threw up that supposed milkshake…lol{that’s at RJ} The plan was to avoid that messiness…especially since my mouth was so juicy…I was juicy-mouthed-ed {Jamie Foxx terminology} I didn’t want to create more of a mess since we were going to this game. So the logical conclusion would be either make him cum and swallow OR stop sucking….which I could not physically do. Yea, that’s how into my shit I was!!

I was prepared to do it…not fearing the taste or thinking I would gag since something like semen is so foreign to my palate. After all, DipSet drinks nothing but juices…Pear Juice, Grape Peach juice, Pineapple juice…JUICE!! Figured that means his shit is sweet as hell AND nutritious too…LOL

Well…he started swerving on the Hutch…moaning and I know that had I did that sucking air through my teeth at the same time as coming up to the tip…his eyes would have rolled back into his head and we’da been dead wrapped around a tree or in the water drowning. So I stopped….he looked at me like I had lost my damn mind….
Thing is….I didn’t want THIS man cumming in my mouth. Maybe I do…but THAT day I didn’t. Truth be told….aw hell, never mind…all I am saying is that…

I am leaving soon….

Should I swallow? Does swallowing mean something to you guys? Something more than just the act of giving head? Of course you’d rather we all swallowed…but if we didn’t then all of the sudden did…does that mean something if I do? Should I be thinking about swallowing if I am moving out {he doesn’t know}?

He didn’t ask. Hell, he didn’t even know that I was about to. Came down to…I wanted to. Had it been 2 months ago…maybe even 3 months ago or rather the feelings I had then versus now…I would have. My body wanted to take it there but…my mind told me THAT would be a bad idea…same as the going bareback….. Would he let me leave?

Me: “Do you like it baby?”
Him: “No, I love it!”

Him: “I don’t think I could live without you here”….

Should I have just swallowed?…was my mind hatin’ on me and cockblocking on him?

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