Wednesday, April 5, 2006
Old School Match-Up
I can't even fake it
.......a young man just doens't turn me on.
Was talking to TN the other day and he said....Co-op is 44 and The Itch is 43?....da hell you running over there, a senior center?!....LOL Even Maryland is 41.
Now, I could give some long drawn out theorized reason on why I like older men...after all, I am a first year Psych major....drop-out. Like reasons of growing up with no brothers, no sisters and raised by my daddy and 4 uncles....but that diagnosis seems TOO easy...lol....sorta
Whatever the reason....I likes 'em older.
Youngun's tend to fumble too much...lol
At some point they expect an older woman to take care of them like their mothers. Welllllll...that last statement is totally made up. Since I don't date younger men....I have no idea what they do...LOL
Last year I...ummm, had a younger man....he was 24. College graduate making 6 figures. Got drunk at the Harlem Grill and that's then end of that story. He'd take me to eat, he'd take me to dinner......but I just felt like an old hag walking down the street with him. Just was damn awkward for me. Plus he was too fucking silly. Every now and then I get SIL-LEE, especially when I am tired...but this manchild was that way all the time....grow the fuck up dude!
I took a liking to him and he got attached because we were both from California....the same area. I was his connection to an area he knew. He hadn't built a friend base here yet so I became his fall-gal. There were so many other things that lead me to be around him more than I should have.
Like....
He had no friends
No family here
AND
his older brother came to visit one month.....the committed suicide the following month.
What the fuck was I suppose to do?
Sooo me being me...showing him around Harlem....taking him to the little "hip" and black bougie spots in and around Harlem ended up getting drunk one night...... I mean can't-walk-straight-in-3 inch-heels drunk. I mean can't-remember-walking-2-blocks-to-my-house-from-the-restaurant drunk.....I mean the clothes-off-and-titties-everywhere-then-remembering-I-have-no-condoms-in-the-house drunk. I mean the cussing-a-manchild-out-of-his-fucking-ass-because-HE-didn't-have-a-condom drunk.
We hung out for a while after that but then I got with The Itch and that stopped my communication. I worry about him sometimes...but I deleted his number from my phone as I have the very horrible habit of doing. Stopped answering his calls...not because I couldn't talk to him....just didn't want to at the time....my nose was wide muthafucken open at the time.
Haven't heard from him in a good 7 months......oh well....it's not like he was gonna be around long as reserve. Then again, maybe he needed me only for that time....he was very clingy....but then I can understand why. Because his issues were the only reason I even attempted to hang out with him. Not a pity pal......just a pal that turned into.....whateva.
Other than that...I don't generally get down with men younger than me.......although, there was that light skinned dude with the lite brown eyes that lived on 7th and 133. lol....now that I think of it......there have been some younguns.......still in their 30's but younger than me by 2 years..........daaaaaaamn!
I think I should re-write this post but............too fucking lazy and tonight is pool night so I am leaving.
Didn't play last week because I was headed to PR....but the 3 weeks before that I was the SHIZ-NIT. Beat they asses like...whhhhaaaaaat!!! 5 to zip, 7 to zip....6-3....man that practice comes in handy. Either way...ya'll gonna know this post was bullshit anyway...no need for me to try and cover it up with some specifics and re-canting...lol
and I am ......oooouuuuuuuuT
.......a young man just doens't turn me on.
Was talking to TN the other day and he said....Co-op is 44 and The Itch is 43?....da hell you running over there, a senior center?!....LOL Even Maryland is 41.
Now, I could give some long drawn out theorized reason on why I like older men...after all, I am a first year Psych major....drop-out. Like reasons of growing up with no brothers, no sisters and raised by my daddy and 4 uncles....but that diagnosis seems TOO easy...lol....sorta
Whatever the reason....I likes 'em older.
Youngun's tend to fumble too much...lol
At some point they expect an older woman to take care of them like their mothers. Welllllll...that last statement is totally made up. Since I don't date younger men....I have no idea what they do...LOL
Last year I...ummm, had a younger man....he was 24. College graduate making 6 figures. Got drunk at the Harlem Grill and that's then end of that story. He'd take me to eat, he'd take me to dinner......but I just felt like an old hag walking down the street with him. Just was damn awkward for me. Plus he was too fucking silly. Every now and then I get SIL-LEE, especially when I am tired...but this manchild was that way all the time....grow the fuck up dude!
I took a liking to him and he got attached because we were both from California....the same area. I was his connection to an area he knew. He hadn't built a friend base here yet so I became his fall-gal. There were so many other things that lead me to be around him more than I should have.
Like....
He had no friends
No family here
AND
his older brother came to visit one month.....the committed suicide the following month.
What the fuck was I suppose to do?
Sooo me being me...showing him around Harlem....taking him to the little "hip" and black bougie spots in and around Harlem ended up getting drunk one night...... I mean can't-walk-straight-in-3 inch-heels drunk. I mean can't-remember-walking-2-blocks-to-my-house-from-the-restaurant drunk.....I mean the clothes-off-and-titties-everywhere-then-remembering-I-have-no-condoms-in-the-house drunk. I mean the cussing-a-manchild-out-of-his-fucking-ass-because-HE-didn't-have-a-condom drunk.
We hung out for a while after that but then I got with The Itch and that stopped my communication. I worry about him sometimes...but I deleted his number from my phone as I have the very horrible habit of doing. Stopped answering his calls...not because I couldn't talk to him....just didn't want to at the time....my nose was wide muthafucken open at the time.
Haven't heard from him in a good 7 months......oh well....it's not like he was gonna be around long as reserve. Then again, maybe he needed me only for that time....he was very clingy....but then I can understand why. Because his issues were the only reason I even attempted to hang out with him. Not a pity pal......just a pal that turned into.....whateva.
Other than that...I don't generally get down with men younger than me.......although, there was that light skinned dude with the lite brown eyes that lived on 7th and 133. lol....now that I think of it......there have been some younguns.......still in their 30's but younger than me by 2 years..........daaaaaaamn!
I think I should re-write this post but............too fucking lazy and tonight is pool night so I am leaving.
Didn't play last week because I was headed to PR....but the 3 weeks before that I was the SHIZ-NIT. Beat they asses like...whhhhaaaaaat!!! 5 to zip, 7 to zip....6-3....man that practice comes in handy. Either way...ya'll gonna know this post was bullshit anyway...no need for me to try and cover it up with some specifics and re-canting...lol
and I am ......oooouuuuuuuuT
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