Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Would You Care To Dance?
Lustology: The Study of Lust
....so I have been thinking that his need is secondary to my want.
Yet, it's now or never...so I stand at the precipice of lust.....so I am gonna have to study this hard....become a lustologist if you will...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me (5/15/2006 3:03:44 PM): nice name
Me (5/15/2006 3:03:47 PM): Julian
Julian (5/15/2006 3:03:51 PM): Thank you.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:03:57 PM): My mother worked very hard on it.
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:00 PM): it requires that i use my lips and tongue
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:06 PM): like a kiss
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:10 PM): yes.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:13 PM): and wow.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:20 PM): Say this sentence:
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:32 PM): "Lick a leaf and your tongue curls and coils"
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:40 PM): feel it in your mouth?
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:48 PM): The sentence makes you do what it says.
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:50 PM): yes i do
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:07 PM): When you say "lick" and "leaf" youu do lick...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:16 PM): and tongue curls and coils does just that..
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:22 PM): Very sexy sentence.
Me (5/15/2006 3:05:28 PM): yes it is
Me (5/15/2006 3:05:37 PM): lick and leaf....that's the part i like
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:40 PM): I like that you are concious of how your mouth moves..you will be a pleasure to talk to.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:06:04 PM): I am the same. I love language. Love the way it feels in my mouth.
Me (5/15/2006 3:06:26 PM): i think i'm more tactile...i take pleasure in touching
Me (5/15/2006 3:06:58 PM): i'm like a kid....i run my fingers over everything...and i rub, carress everything as i walk by
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:10 PM): lovely.
Me (5/15/2006 3:07:11 PM): so i think it applies to the feel of the word in my mouth
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:35 PM): yes.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:46 PM): I know. I knew.
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:03 PM): i knew you would
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:14 PM): king cone is licious
Julian (5/15/2006 3:08:37 PM): licious and luscious I'll bet.
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:44 PM): lol
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:50 PM): wher is your mind taking you sir
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:00 PM): Your mouth.
Me (5/15/2006 3:09:08 PM): lips, rolling, gliding, touching, and luscious.....
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:12 PM): Because of what you said I don't see you eating the cone...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:30 PM): I see your tongue caressing every ounce...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:53 PM): cream rolling it litlle sweet rivultets down your tongue and your lips hugging the hard choclate shell.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:10:07 PM): I'm a very visual creature...
Me (5/15/2006 3:18:47 PM): juuuulllleeeean
Julian (5/15/2006 3:18:48 PM): inaccurate I'm sure but nice.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:04 PM): wow.
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:12 PM): ?
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:19 PM): I like the way that "sounded"...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:33 PM): you draggiing my name across your tongue like that.
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:34 PM): lol
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:51 PM): that's how i did it when you told me your name
Me (5/15/2006 3:20:10 PM): told u....you feel good in my mouth
Julian (5/15/2006 3:20:35 PM): I would.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:20:47 PM): My mouth feels good too.
Me (5/15/2006 3:20:59 PM): oooo
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:00 PM): ok
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:06 PM): yeah.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:11 PM): I just go there.
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:20 PM): i c ur taking this somewhere else
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:32 PM): Not obsessed...just...a frequent visitor.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:43 PM): Forgive me if I was too crass.
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:50 PM): frequent visitor...in there?
Me (5/15/2006 3:22:09 PM): you were...but...i'm use to it
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:14 PM): the dark warm places of my mind.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:40 PM): I mean my mindspace.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:56 PM): I write erotica so I very easily see the sensual nature of the banalities of life.
Me (5/15/2006 3:23:55 PM): erotic i'm not but sensual i am...every dealing between male and female can easily turn at the use of words
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:05 PM): ... just a man
Julian (5/15/2006 3:24:08 PM): There is the faint film of subversive sexuality layerd over most evrything in life.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:24:15 PM): It can be beautiful.
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:21 PM): not offended in the least
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:29 PM): i helped you get there....
Julian (5/15/2006 3:25:09 PM): all hold a hidden layer of sex within them.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:25:16 PM): Just a little suggestion.
Me (5/15/2006 3:26:03 PM): most things
Julian (5/15/2006 3:26:23 PM): They hold the suggestion of sex.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:26:28 PM): That's what I meant.
Me (5/15/2006 3:27:49 PM): i know
Me (5/15/2006 3:28:44 PM): so...mr.julian....tell me things about
Me (5/15/2006 3:28:46 PM): you
Julian (5/15/2006 3:29:04 PM): ask me questions...
........should I even ask y'all? No, I won't. I like it and you don't know why. Not even sure if I do. Well, I do but I don't want to...huh? Yea...that's how my mind works...my conversation....
I know what I mean...could care less if you do.
TODAY
Julian: I am single...
Julian: otherwise I had better be watching the little innuendos I make, yes?
Me: would be nice...however...human nature...when intrigued...takes over
Julian: there is that
Julian: are you seeing anyone?
Me: yes
Julian: ah. so you are unavailable...
Me: depends...unavailable for what?
Julian: well now you're asking me to give a concrete goal.
Julian: I'm not sure I have one.
Me: ok...then it would seem that i am available...?
Julian: available to what?
Me: for nothing concrete...?
Julian: we're dancing now. mind my steps.
Me: we are dancing
Me: we've been dancing
Me: we're in sync
Me: we'll proceed as we've been doing
Me: no?
Julian: of course.
Julian: you remind me of someone.
Me: someone you liked
Me: alot?
Me: how do i remind you of her?
Julian: little things.
Julian: I do not wish to tell you because you will become "aware" and with that awareness will come the end of magic.
Julian: So I prefer that you just be you.
Julian: and tickle my fancy either on accident or on purpose.
Me: i understand....no problem
Me: ...and so you know....I am ALWAYS me
Julian: without knowing that you're doing what you're doing when you do it.
Me: i know what i am doing...when i do it!
Julian: I know you do.
Me: lol
Me: how do you know?
Julian: Because you called my names and spread it over your tongue last night before we got off.
Julian: you did it with definitive purpose.
Julian: You wrote it like a pre-orgasmic moan...
Julian: knowing full-well that it would churn up something in me.
Julian: Fill me with a desire to HEAR you say it and not just read it.
Julian: You knew.
Julian: ...and you did it anyway.
Me: ....maybe I did it for me.
Me: To feel you in my mouth again.
Julian: maybe. But you knew what it would do to me.
Me: ...and let you know I wanted to feel you...
Julian: it's ok.. Allie...I lick you everytime I speak your name.
....so I have been thinking that his need is secondary to my want.
Yet, it's now or never...so I stand at the precipice of lust.....so I am gonna have to study this hard....become a lustologist if you will...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me (5/15/2006 3:03:44 PM): nice name
Me (5/15/2006 3:03:47 PM): Julian
Julian (5/15/2006 3:03:51 PM): Thank you.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:03:57 PM): My mother worked very hard on it.
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:00 PM): it requires that i use my lips and tongue
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:06 PM): like a kiss
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:10 PM): yes.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:13 PM): and wow.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:20 PM): Say this sentence:
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:32 PM): "Lick a leaf and your tongue curls and coils"
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:40 PM): feel it in your mouth?
Julian (5/15/2006 3:04:48 PM): The sentence makes you do what it says.
Me (5/15/2006 3:04:50 PM): yes i do
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:07 PM): When you say "lick" and "leaf" youu do lick...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:16 PM): and tongue curls and coils does just that..
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:22 PM): Very sexy sentence.
Me (5/15/2006 3:05:28 PM): yes it is
Me (5/15/2006 3:05:37 PM): lick and leaf....that's the part i like
Julian (5/15/2006 3:05:40 PM): I like that you are concious of how your mouth moves..you will be a pleasure to talk to.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:06:04 PM): I am the same. I love language. Love the way it feels in my mouth.
Me (5/15/2006 3:06:26 PM): i think i'm more tactile...i take pleasure in touching
Me (5/15/2006 3:06:58 PM): i'm like a kid....i run my fingers over everything...and i rub, carress everything as i walk by
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:10 PM): lovely.
Me (5/15/2006 3:07:11 PM): so i think it applies to the feel of the word in my mouth
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:35 PM): yes.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:07:46 PM): I know. I knew.
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:03 PM): i knew you would
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:14 PM): king cone is licious
Julian (5/15/2006 3:08:37 PM): licious and luscious I'll bet.
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:44 PM): lol
Me (5/15/2006 3:08:50 PM): wher is your mind taking you sir
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:00 PM): Your mouth.
Me (5/15/2006 3:09:08 PM): lips, rolling, gliding, touching, and luscious.....
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:12 PM): Because of what you said I don't see you eating the cone...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:30 PM): I see your tongue caressing every ounce...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:09:53 PM): cream rolling it litlle sweet rivultets down your tongue and your lips hugging the hard choclate shell.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:10:07 PM): I'm a very visual creature...
Me (5/15/2006 3:18:47 PM): juuuulllleeeean
Julian (5/15/2006 3:18:48 PM): inaccurate I'm sure but nice.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:04 PM): wow.
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:12 PM): ?
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:19 PM): I like the way that "sounded"...
Julian (5/15/2006 3:19:33 PM): you draggiing my name across your tongue like that.
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:34 PM): lol
Me (5/15/2006 3:19:51 PM): that's how i did it when you told me your name
Me (5/15/2006 3:20:10 PM): told u....you feel good in my mouth
Julian (5/15/2006 3:20:35 PM): I would.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:20:47 PM): My mouth feels good too.
Me (5/15/2006 3:20:59 PM): oooo
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:00 PM): ok
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:06 PM): yeah.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:11 PM): I just go there.
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:20 PM): i c ur taking this somewhere else
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:32 PM): Not obsessed...just...a frequent visitor.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:21:43 PM): Forgive me if I was too crass.
Me (5/15/2006 3:21:50 PM): frequent visitor...in there?
Me (5/15/2006 3:22:09 PM): you were...but...i'm use to it
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:14 PM): the dark warm places of my mind.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:40 PM): I mean my mindspace.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:22:56 PM): I write erotica so I very easily see the sensual nature of the banalities of life.
Me (5/15/2006 3:23:55 PM): erotic i'm not but sensual i am...every dealing between male and female can easily turn at the use of words
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:05 PM): ... just a man
Julian (5/15/2006 3:24:08 PM): There is the faint film of subversive sexuality layerd over most evrything in life.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:24:15 PM): It can be beautiful.
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:21 PM): not offended in the least
Me (5/15/2006 3:24:29 PM): i helped you get there....
Julian (5/15/2006 3:25:09 PM): all hold a hidden layer of sex within them.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:25:16 PM): Just a little suggestion.
Me (5/15/2006 3:26:03 PM): most things
Julian (5/15/2006 3:26:23 PM): They hold the suggestion of sex.
Julian (5/15/2006 3:26:28 PM): That's what I meant.
Me (5/15/2006 3:27:49 PM): i know
Me (5/15/2006 3:28:44 PM): so...mr.julian....tell me things about
Me (5/15/2006 3:28:46 PM): you
Julian (5/15/2006 3:29:04 PM): ask me questions...
........should I even ask y'all? No, I won't. I like it and you don't know why. Not even sure if I do. Well, I do but I don't want to...huh? Yea...that's how my mind works...my conversation....
I know what I mean...could care less if you do.
TODAY
Julian: I am single...
Julian: otherwise I had better be watching the little innuendos I make, yes?
Me: would be nice...however...human nature...when intrigued...takes over
Julian: there is that
Julian: are you seeing anyone?
Me: yes
Julian: ah. so you are unavailable...
Me: depends...unavailable for what?
Julian: well now you're asking me to give a concrete goal.
Julian: I'm not sure I have one.
Me: ok...then it would seem that i am available...?
Julian: available to what?
Me: for nothing concrete...?
Julian: we're dancing now. mind my steps.
Me: we are dancing
Me: we've been dancing
Me: we're in sync
Me: we'll proceed as we've been doing
Me: no?
Julian: of course.
Julian: you remind me of someone.
Me: someone you liked
Me: alot?
Me: how do i remind you of her?
Julian: little things.
Julian: I do not wish to tell you because you will become "aware" and with that awareness will come the end of magic.
Julian: So I prefer that you just be you.
Julian: and tickle my fancy either on accident or on purpose.
Me: i understand....no problem
Me: ...and so you know....I am ALWAYS me
Julian: without knowing that you're doing what you're doing when you do it.
Me: i know what i am doing...when i do it!
Julian: I know you do.
Me: lol
Me: how do you know?
Julian: Because you called my names and spread it over your tongue last night before we got off.
Julian: you did it with definitive purpose.
Julian: You wrote it like a pre-orgasmic moan...
Julian: knowing full-well that it would churn up something in me.
Julian: Fill me with a desire to HEAR you say it and not just read it.
Julian: You knew.
Julian: ...and you did it anyway.
Me: ....maybe I did it for me.
Me: To feel you in my mouth again.
Julian: maybe. But you knew what it would do to me.
Me: ...and let you know I wanted to feel you...
Julian: it's ok.. Allie...I lick you everytime I speak your name.
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