Writing My Wrongs

I Simply Let Go
I don't get bitchy,
I don't yell,
throw fits or even argue.
I simply let go......
I don't say things I don't mean,
I don't try to hurt you because some dictate it as"my right"....
I simply let go
I don't necessarily cry but I get emotional...
more like decisive,
I don't ignore your point of view...
I simply let go
I see things so much clearer,
see them for what they are,
rather than what I wish them to be.
I make such great judgement calls and
my ambition level is so much higher at this point.
I want to talk about it with someone but...
I don't get cuddly and want to be held,
I don't look through rose colored glasses...
I simply let go
I don't speak in the negative,
I look for the positive,
I don't hold you back...
I simply let go
I don't blame,
I don't accuse...
I simply let go
The bigger picture affects me more than than
"sw.eating the small st.uff",
there's a grander vison in my life.
Somewhat of an epiphany - the essence of something,
so you see...
I don't lock you down,
I don't stifle you,
I let you live your life....
For 2 1/2 days..
I let go to the point of making them none existent.
It's a bad habit.
It's one that's hard to correct.
Yet, when that bitch comes to town...
I realize that ready or not....
it's coming down whether I like it or not...
and I don't!
My cross to bear,
my axe to grind,
my grave to dig...
If it were not for that chick named Eve...
would this bitch still be coming?
It's 2 and a half days of bullshit.
This is the time of month I usually clean house.
I try my damndest to stay to myself....
'cause I will cut you like a ginsu.
I make rash (but much needed) desicions during my 2 and a half days every month.
With that said...
dead man walking...
my 2 days are almost upon me.
*y'all thought I was talking about something different, huh? lol