Sunday, June 25, 2006
...yea, here it is...nothingness!
Going backwards is always a bad decision.
Case in point my Saturday evening excursion. Wasn't what I wanted when I had it way back when. So when Saturday came...a whole year AFTER we had stopped associating....why would I go on a date with him???
I know why.
Anyway... Venom was gracious enough to come pick me up in the rain on Saturday mornign and take me to go get this table for my TV. I should have stuck with his idea and stayed in the house all day Sat and cuddle up with a good movie/or book...just me, myself and I.
I didn't.
Sunday I had forgotten that I had two free tickets to see Waiting for Godot at HSA. I also had plans to go to this Phenomenal Woman get-together and listen to the free jazz vesper at St. Peter's Cathedral, Sarah McLawler was performing.... The play was to start at 3 and the jazz vespers was to start at 4:30 and then followed by a communal dinner of us women. One of the events I was not going to make.
I was laying in my bed on Sunday afternoon at 2:00 when I remmeber the play. So I jumped up and tried to do something with my still dirty hair. Called Berry and told her I had an extra ticket and let her know if she wanted to go to meet me at the theater by 3. Berry lives a hop, skip and a jump from the theater. I called one of the Phenom woman and told them I was going to the play but would hook up with them at Pescatore's afterwards....
Waiting for Godot.... Hmmmm, what do I say about this play? How about... could someone please tell me what this play is about? I liked the setup... a river and a delapidated house that had been flooded....so the whole play is in the water (literally) and on top of this roof. There were alot of parts that were funny...but I truely was sorta lost when Godot never showed up...lol Also, if you were unfornuate enough to sit in the front row...you got mad wet yo! People were just coming in from the rain to watch the play and now your splashing them with water. People were putting up their umbrellas...in a building...so you know superstition went out the door yesterday..but should any bad luck befall me....I will blame it on those people AND on HSA.
Left there needing to get something to eat...I was going to go home but decideto call my girl and see if they had finished. Off to Pescatore's.... I got home around 8:45 and decided to put my table together...all by myself.
That was short lived.
I called Brooklyn to see where he was....great he's in the Bronx.
Umma, how are you?
I'm good...and how are you?
I'm good but I need a tool. The one I have doesn't fit...it's not big enough.
Little chuckle, so you need my tool?
No..I need A tool....screwdriver.
Like I said...you need my tool?
My srewdriver, well the the prongs aren't big enough.
Big enough for.... you mean not big enough to get the job done.
Yea, it doesn't fit...so can I use yours?
Yea, Bloop, I'll bring my tool right over, it's definitely big enough to get the job done. Another chuckle.
You know what...never mind. I just remembered there is one at the job, I'll get it tomorrow.
Wait, what happened? You do this shit all the time. One day I ain't gonna be here for you to call.
Ok, well you have a goodnight.
You see, all his stupid innuendos reminded me that I had jsut gone out with some old last year shit on Friday and it turned all mediocre...why would I let Brooklyn come over to my home with sex on the brain? I'm slow but I am not stupid. I found the tool this morning that I needed...a philips screwdriver and am taking it home tonight...although...for some reason, I think that I have something to do tonight....why oh why, can't I remember!
Brooklyn is just a lil peeved anyway so I think his ego was getting in the way of my actual problem.
What had happened was....
He called me 2 weeks ago and wanted to talk...HE'S the one that brought up about us and the sex thing. He asked me a simple queston and I sorta kinda in a friendly nice way told him that...it definitely wasn't the sex that kept me around. For some odd reason, he was offended. I only noticed this however, after I told him ...I ain't really like sex with him and I felt like I had to think all thru the sex, which made it unenjoyable.
So last night was a fine time to play an ignorant teenage boy
.... you need my big tool to screw?
Idiot!
Guess it proved a point...to himself only...that I needed him.
Again...
Idiot!
This week has me going to a comedy show on Tuesday with a chick friend NOT a dude, so lil jamaican can stay off my ass and stop telling me to "be still". I have tentative plans for the rest of the week...but none from Friday on....and wouldn't you know it...my job gave me Monday and Tuesday off....so I have nothing to do for my 4 day holiday, bastards could have told me earlier than just this morning, I could have made plans!...now, NOT A THING!!!!
Case in point my Saturday evening excursion. Wasn't what I wanted when I had it way back when. So when Saturday came...a whole year AFTER we had stopped associating....why would I go on a date with him???
I know why.
Anyway... Venom was gracious enough to come pick me up in the rain on Saturday mornign and take me to go get this table for my TV. I should have stuck with his idea and stayed in the house all day Sat and cuddle up with a good movie/or book...just me, myself and I.
I didn't.
Sunday I had forgotten that I had two free tickets to see Waiting for Godot at HSA. I also had plans to go to this Phenomenal Woman get-together and listen to the free jazz vesper at St. Peter's Cathedral, Sarah McLawler was performing.... The play was to start at 3 and the jazz vespers was to start at 4:30 and then followed by a communal dinner of us women. One of the events I was not going to make.
I was laying in my bed on Sunday afternoon at 2:00 when I remmeber the play. So I jumped up and tried to do something with my still dirty hair. Called Berry and told her I had an extra ticket and let her know if she wanted to go to meet me at the theater by 3. Berry lives a hop, skip and a jump from the theater. I called one of the Phenom woman and told them I was going to the play but would hook up with them at Pescatore's afterwards....
Waiting for Godot.... Hmmmm, what do I say about this play? How about... could someone please tell me what this play is about? I liked the setup... a river and a delapidated house that had been flooded....so the whole play is in the water (literally) and on top of this roof. There were alot of parts that were funny...but I truely was sorta lost when Godot never showed up...lol Also, if you were unfornuate enough to sit in the front row...you got mad wet yo! People were just coming in from the rain to watch the play and now your splashing them with water. People were putting up their umbrellas...in a building...so you know superstition went out the door yesterday..but should any bad luck befall me....I will blame it on those people AND on HSA.
Left there needing to get something to eat...I was going to go home but decideto call my girl and see if they had finished. Off to Pescatore's.... I got home around 8:45 and decided to put my table together...all by myself.
That was short lived.
I called Brooklyn to see where he was....great he's in the Bronx.
Umma, how are you?
I'm good...and how are you?
I'm good but I need a tool. The one I have doesn't fit...it's not big enough.
Little chuckle, so you need my tool?
No..I need A tool....screwdriver.
Like I said...you need my tool?
My srewdriver, well the the prongs aren't big enough.
Big enough for.... you mean not big enough to get the job done.
Yea, it doesn't fit...so can I use yours?
Yea, Bloop, I'll bring my tool right over, it's definitely big enough to get the job done. Another chuckle.
You know what...never mind. I just remembered there is one at the job, I'll get it tomorrow.
Wait, what happened? You do this shit all the time. One day I ain't gonna be here for you to call.
Ok, well you have a goodnight.
You see, all his stupid innuendos reminded me that I had jsut gone out with some old last year shit on Friday and it turned all mediocre...why would I let Brooklyn come over to my home with sex on the brain? I'm slow but I am not stupid. I found the tool this morning that I needed...a philips screwdriver and am taking it home tonight...although...for some reason, I think that I have something to do tonight....why oh why, can't I remember!
Brooklyn is just a lil peeved anyway so I think his ego was getting in the way of my actual problem.
What had happened was....
He called me 2 weeks ago and wanted to talk...HE'S the one that brought up about us and the sex thing. He asked me a simple queston and I sorta kinda in a friendly nice way told him that...it definitely wasn't the sex that kept me around. For some odd reason, he was offended. I only noticed this however, after I told him ...I ain't really like sex with him and I felt like I had to think all thru the sex, which made it unenjoyable.
So last night was a fine time to play an ignorant teenage boy
.... you need my big tool to screw?
Idiot!
Guess it proved a point...to himself only...that I needed him.
Again...
Idiot!
This week has me going to a comedy show on Tuesday with a chick friend NOT a dude, so lil jamaican can stay off my ass and stop telling me to "be still". I have tentative plans for the rest of the week...but none from Friday on....and wouldn't you know it...my job gave me Monday and Tuesday off....so I have nothing to do for my 4 day holiday, bastards could have told me earlier than just this morning, I could have made plans!...now, NOT A THING!!!!
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