Writing My Wrongs

As you all can see, I have nothing to write about.

So I give you...

My Random Bits of Miscellaneous Bullshit...

ta daaaa...

~ If someone has to lose... I don't want to play, playing denies the fact that there is soo much to lose.

~ Things were are much more simpler before the loving, but isn't the latter what makes the world go round...or is it just what makes the ride worthwhile?

~ You weren't ready then and your not ready now. Look deep and long and think long and hard about what it is that means the most to you. Take some risk and be relaxed in knowing that you made the right decision. You can only love as much as you are willing to except and to give back...love is not a thought, it's a state of being...as well as, a madness for sure

~ No one ever reveals who they are. Especially if they think others won't like them, and noone ever reveals who they are in fear that others will not understand the twist and turns in their thinking, and noone reveals who they are, afraid to admit that they don't like who they are...or much worse, they don't KNOW who they are.

~ My daddy told me this when I moved to NYC.....
"There is no way that it could be a 'wrong' decision. God may have brought you to NY to take you to Carolina or NY may be your home - only you can plumb the depths of your inner person to discern the voice that leads you. Decisions are not financial, political, or cultural - they are always spiritual at their core. Of course, ANY decision you make will be successful if you fully commit to throwing your heart and soul into the venture. I am a witness that the Universe honors any intentional decision and rises up to be a partner in your ambitions."

~ Had a good Friday...a nice Saturday morning....a so-so Saturday evening...and a great Sunday. I have no plans for the week.

~ All in all, I have been acting on exposed nerves for a good part of 2006. Now is the time for healing.

~ My personal imbroglio appears to be simmering...

~ You Never Know When Your Fate...
...is gon' switch hand; get todays solid ground out of yesterdays quicksand. ~Dante Terrell Smith

~ What deep well do you draw from when your world starts to look like someone else's...someone you don't even know? where do you draw the strength to take one more step, to not give up, to not lose that little bit of hope that you see but is ever, just out of your reach. lying has and WILL always be an unpardonable solecium. i believe i am tolerant and i give room to everyones idiosyncrasies...but i do not understand what makes a person believe that ALL is tolerable...even the disrespect and dishonor. HONOR, do many people know what this word means?

~ We do his because we have no life. We are nerds...say your not if you'd like....

~ That time between dusk and dawn...when your body is fast asleep but your mind is thinking a trillion thoughts a minute...thinking of needing more sleep, clothes to wear, the next days workload, the man you saw on the train last week that you really should have given your business card to... Between dusk and dawn, so many things run through the mind.

~ I hate taking pictures...probably because I have a idiot type of smile...like the geek from debate class who always stumbled over her words when speaking to the high school quarterback...never fully dazzling...a little unsure and lopsided...well that's my smile!

~ I was there in my red-ish brown skin..what do they say...glistening with the perspiration that came from the friction, the heat that he and I created. I was hot, in more than one way and more ways than I thought possible. Burning from the inside out. I felt I was going to explode with this desire...

~ Hands on Nude Bible Study group meets every other Tuesday at 8:30pm.

~ I feel as if I can’t breath without you in me…around me and I feel as if I couldn’t even survive…to live, unless you were apart of me. I think of you, I long for you, I close my eyes and look for you

~ Since I tend to run thru men like flour thru a sift...(we can study the why's of that another day)...I have more stories to tell about them than my female friends. I could write a book about these sly little characters that we need in our life...yes, we women do need men!! Yet, I get tired of talking abut them...they've become boring.

~ Harlem Book Fair this weekend.

~ It was eerily quiet up in Harlem yesterday.... this weather has me thinking of California...if I was there...they'd be calling this earthquake weather.

~ This time last year I wrote about:
I sat by Reef and his sunshine Lee .... cute couple...not like cute looking, although they are an attractive couple...cute meaning....they look at eachother in a way that speaks love, fun, sensitivity and caring...ahh, to be in young and in love.... I could be a bitter bitch at this point and say something a wronged woman would say...but I won't...'cause I wanna be where they are right now, so I can do nothing but sit and appreciate the subtleness and the secretive-ness of their love and hope that as I sit next to them their love will permeate my soul and marinate my heart.... so when I meet my King... I'll be seasoned to his liking...his loving.... Dinner was great...but sitting next to love was even better.

Have a good week y'all....