Thursday, April 10, 2008
A New Thing
Shibari - the battle between contrasts: beauty and fear, love and endurance, desire and despair, mental growth and embarrassment, pain and lust.
So…I have this new desire. Something that is considered erotic art.I want to learn it and I want to really be good at it!Not sure what that is about but I want to try this. I have been doing some research…next thing I need to do is go in and see it done...in techno color if you will.
For now…
I have ordered this book...
Yea, right now I am on some other shit…and maybe it’s because I have experienced so many other extremes that I need to try this one. Now to most this isn’t an extreme...but if y’all will remember the post about going to the MuseumOfSex here in NYC…you’ll understand that I push the envelope in most areas dealing with sex… sexual desires.
I am very aware of who I am when it comes to me and my body…and what my body likes.
Well…this “art” isn't what I am use to… and may even be more extreme than what I am use to because I am not too keen on constriction. Being bound. Matter of facto, I really hate being held… captive, hostage, tied, constrained…it scares me!...scares me to not have control. ‘Cause believe me, believe me, I am always in control in the act…even when I don’t have my full faculties… I only allow what I am ready to receive. So I am not talking hardcore...but some mutual shit that pushes the envelope for both of us...but doesn't humiliate either of us.
I have been told that I don't give up control easily... on a few ocassions...
So this new thing that has me sort of tingling… is borderline insane in my head…but to sort of confessing to being borderline insane… it excites me!
So, I have ordered my purple and turquoise rope (because both look good against my skin)… and I am about to explore some other shit…some next level shit…
I just hope that I don’t get caught up in this world… hope that I just take it as another part of being aware of MY sexuality…# posted by Blah Blah Blah : 2:00 AM
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Interesting, very interesting...... just when the puzzle was starting to come together, a new wrinkle is added...... (lol). Truly complex.......... complex indeed.....
that tatt is hawt as fcuk! i'm definitely going to be adding another tatt to my repertoire. definitely! the ropes... don't seem like i'd like them as much. but momma is known for trying stuff out for sizing. i get bored easily so buyer beware. and since i couldn't just take 'em back to the store... they'd get dropped like all my other bad habits. *lol*
how come they didn't advertise the first pic with a dude standing behind bound up chick? i could picture him ramming her easily. *shudder* so why a cunt? i mean so why two chicks?
how come they didn't advertise the first pic with a dude standing behind bound up chick? i could picture him ramming her easily. *shudder* so why a cunt? i mean so why two chicks?
@ KS: Hell, I am finding out new shit about myself all the time. Only fair that I bring y'all with me.
@ Pro: Actually the book has photos of men roping women...and being roped. I'm not saying this is me and who I am...I am saying I wanna be good at it...you know, I am always tryna add to my repetoire. Did you use "cunt"? I thought only white porn stars used that word...lol
@ Chele: One day I'mma hit on something...and you are gonna be like "ok, finally something I might try"...lol
@ Terry: Well, I know one that is at least willing to try...*wink* Ha! We shall see how long this fetish last.
@ Pro: Actually the book has photos of men roping women...and being roped. I'm not saying this is me and who I am...I am saying I wanna be good at it...you know, I am always tryna add to my repetoire. Did you use "cunt"? I thought only white porn stars used that word...lol
@ Chele: One day I'mma hit on something...and you are gonna be like "ok, finally something I might try"...lol
@ Terry: Well, I know one that is at least willing to try...*wink* Ha! We shall see how long this fetish last.
The tattoo on that drawing is so beautiful! I actually have plans to get a huge one on my side, and the more I see women with tats there the more I know it's gonna be awesome!
now about the bondage- you have to report back; I experimented briefly before, but I was usually the Dom... inquiring minds want to know!! :)
now about the bondage- you have to report back; I experimented briefly before, but I was usually the Dom... inquiring minds want to know!! :)
in my former life i was a porn star. or is that my future life? like terry, i'm all roped up in this mess. just like folk always wanna bring their peeps along to get us into trouble too. you dirty. the nasty lyrical exchange ensues ova there. i'm plies now.
like i said early this book brings back a rush of memories. I dated someone for a while who was really into bondage so I looked for two years until i found the hard copy of this book..it was quite pricey as it's a collectors item amongst those into Japanese Bondage.
He almost cried when I gave it to him. Ironically I had to plans of tying him up or being tied, but I'm sure his new wife/submissive is tied up somewhere and happy as a clam!
He almost cried when I gave it to him. Ironically I had to plans of tying him up or being tied, but I'm sure his new wife/submissive is tied up somewhere and happy as a clam!
school me..i'm interested...I've only tied someone with a scarf .. no real bondage experience...won't tell if I swallowed or not..for i've alreay said too much....
Don't play with you. lol. I can understand where you are coming from when you speak of not easily giving up control. I feel that. Sometimes that makes for an even greater lover. I think I'd try a pair of handcuffs first though.
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