Thursday, May 8, 2008
Excursion, Ball 'n Chain & 120 Hours of No Porno
I've been out of town...just gone.
What I planned was a day and a half get-away for an interview...ended up being...so far...a 6 day excursion that in the end...all the reasons I came...were for not.
I'm still unemployed and still looking for housing in Maryland...and still have my Casa De Madness up in Harlem.
Normally on the 4th day gone from my home...I start feeling a little restless...wanting to lay my head in my bed...enjoy my space. This time around...I wish that I could just stay here. And do nothing. Maybe it's the solitude...although...it was a hellish couple of days at the beginning.
But I needed this.
Family hasn't changed... and my loveless condition hasn't changed... but despite what Zed thinks...
I've committed myself to finding that guy...well... I am not looking for him but...all bullshit aside...miscellaneous isn't walking up in my spot anymore.
I've let shit go on for far to long and now... let's just say...
as IndiaIrie put it...
I'm ready for love.
I'm done playing this game.
Realized to late...we aren't even on the same team...which means...it's been you against me rather than us against the world!
Granted, I need a lot of work in the area of love but I can honestly say I'm looking forward to a ball & chain to fit around these here ankles.
On another note...I have found out some very disturbing things about myself...I am going to name one, a post...for there are way too many to go into now...
Disturbing Thing #1:
I watch way too much porn.
When this began, I don't know.
The other night as I was in my hotel room by myself...searching all the porn hubs on the internet...
I was like...
What the Fuck!
When did I become some greasy guy in a wife beater with my buddha belly hanging while guzzling down brews sitting in the dark with nothing but the glow from the computer screen while jackin' off to porn???
Was not a good look at all.
I turned off my computer that nite and I haven't looked at porn in 120 hours...
Just sayin'!
What I planned was a day and a half get-away for an interview...ended up being...so far...a 6 day excursion that in the end...all the reasons I came...were for not.
I'm still unemployed and still looking for housing in Maryland...and still have my Casa De Madness up in Harlem.
Normally on the 4th day gone from my home...I start feeling a little restless...wanting to lay my head in my bed...enjoy my space. This time around...I wish that I could just stay here. And do nothing. Maybe it's the solitude...although...it was a hellish couple of days at the beginning.
But I needed this.
Family hasn't changed... and my loveless condition hasn't changed... but despite what Zed thinks...
I've committed myself to finding that guy...well... I am not looking for him but...all bullshit aside...miscellaneous isn't walking up in my spot anymore.
I've let shit go on for far to long and now... let's just say...
as IndiaIrie put it...
I'm ready for love.
I'm done playing this game.
Realized to late...we aren't even on the same team...which means...it's been you against me rather than us against the world!
Granted, I need a lot of work in the area of love but I can honestly say I'm looking forward to a ball & chain to fit around these here ankles.
On another note...I have found out some very disturbing things about myself...I am going to name one, a post...for there are way too many to go into now...
Disturbing Thing #1:
I watch way too much porn.
When this began, I don't know.
The other night as I was in my hotel room by myself...searching all the porn hubs on the internet...
I was like...
What the Fuck!
When did I become some greasy guy in a wife beater with my buddha belly hanging while guzzling down brews sitting in the dark with nothing but the glow from the computer screen while jackin' off to porn???
Was not a good look at all.
I turned off my computer that nite and I haven't looked at porn in 120 hours...
Just sayin'!
# posted by Blah Blah Blah : 11:05 PM
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hahaha! I never really got into the porn except for pure comedic value. Maybe I should give it another look
at this rate you're gonna still be in Maryland by the time i get there..
still mad i'm gonna miss you!
still mad i'm gonna miss you!
We all need work in the love department so don't feel as though you are alone in that aspect of life...... Your season is coming.
Thx for letting me know I am not the only chica that has been watching a lot of porn lately... i blame it on the weather change...
check this one out
http://starr69.com/
DB put me on to it last week!
Well that is if you are ready to come off your porn boycott
check this one out
http://starr69.com/
DB put me on to it last week!
Well that is if you are ready to come off your porn boycott
@ Almiti: That does not surprise me in the least. Hopefully these women know you are filming them...lol
@ Terry: Nice.
@ La: Porn is the debbil. I mean...the debbil in a good way.
@ AJ: We'll get it too work for us one of these days.
@ KS: Uhuh!
@ Curious: Actually...buddah bellies are my specialties...considering I have one and all. Greasy guys tho...I can't get down...or be down.
@ Eb the Celeb: Is the debbil. I just told your behind I was not wathcing pirn anymore and what you goin' do...come over here tryna peer pressure me!
@ Pro: Homer-ish.
@ Chele: yes...ix-nay on the orn-pay...orta-say.
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@ Terry: Nice.
@ La: Porn is the debbil. I mean...the debbil in a good way.
@ AJ: We'll get it too work for us one of these days.
@ KS: Uhuh!
@ Curious: Actually...buddah bellies are my specialties...considering I have one and all. Greasy guys tho...I can't get down...or be down.
@ Eb the Celeb: Is the debbil. I just told your behind I was not wathcing pirn anymore and what you goin' do...come over here tryna peer pressure me!
@ Pro: Homer-ish.
@ Chele: yes...ix-nay on the orn-pay...orta-say.
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