Sunday, February 8, 2009
Drinking Grapes and Eating Beans
I went to bed late as it was… but then after a dream…That was neither nightmarish or dreamy-like in nature…
Just was…a dream.
So…at around 3AM I woke up to a fast heart beat and a temperature that had risen from the elevated adrenaline during my sleep state.
I knew what the dream was about and at 3Am, I wasn’t trying to have those thoughts as I drifted back to sleep…so in order for me to get past this and not have it on my mind for the rest of the night…
I got up and took a sleeping pill. Normally within 30 minutes I am startng to nod off like a heroin addict...eyes at a slit and barely able to stand up ...but yet...do.
What possessed me to follow it with a glass of red wine is beyond me.
So I went Marilyn Monroe last night and was knocked out after I finished my glass of Velvet Moon (which is cheap as hell but yet full-bodied and smooth...all thanks to Traders at $5.99 a bottle.)
Friday night Dude and I went to Old Town Alexandria to a karaoke spot. On the way there I saw a church that I thought I might look into since I have yet to find a church home since I have moved to these here parts…
Come this morning, church started at 11… well, due to my non-attempt at a sleeping overdose…I woke up at 10:45… rolled over and answered the text that woke me up…then went back to sleep.
I think tonite…I may try the same concoction…just because I had a helluva good ass sleep last night. Just sayin…
Another night time faux pas...
Thursday evening I was laying on the couch and got the taste for something sweet to eat, I reached behind me and from my end table picked up my small bag of chocolate covered something-or-other... munched on them and munched on them and munched on them...not paying attention to the hour...but should have.
They were milk chocolate covered coffee beans...they wer so so yummy...but it was 11:30PM...so...safe to say, I understood why my silly ass was up until 3:30AM.
What have I been up to? Man oh MAN… nothing and something all at the same time. Nothing exciting …well…at least I don’t think so. I feel like my life is so glamour-less since I have left NYC. *Huge Sigh* Yes, I know…it’s all in the ‘tude…but lately…I ain’t even got an attitude to throw around.
With that said, I am fairly a happy little camper.
I am still going out and still having sex. Might have lost a few pounds…and then found them again. Spoken word, wine tasting, museums and live music…meeting new people and dining at embassies, my experience here is filled…but with nothing all that exciting.
Maybe I just need some warm weather and sundresses with matching strappy sandals to make me feel like…it’s exciting again.
We shall see…
What have I been up to? Man oh MAN… nothing and something all at the same time. Nothing exciting …well…at least I don’t think so. I feel like my life is so glamour-less since I have left NYC. *Huge Sigh* Yes, I know…it’s all in the ‘tude…but lately…I ain’t even got an attitude to throw around.
With that said, I am fairly a happy little camper.
I am still going out and still having sex. Might have lost a few pounds…and then found them again. Spoken word, wine tasting, museums and live music…meeting new people and dining at embassies, my experience here is filled…but with nothing all that exciting.
Maybe I just need some warm weather and sundresses with matching strappy sandals to make me feel like…it’s exciting again.
We shall see…
# posted by Blah Blah Blah : 10:38 PM
