Thursday, February 19, 2009

On God and Being a Slut

"Is it possible that you lack the focus that drives you to the path God has created for you to uniquely walk? If you're going to create the life of your dreams, if you're going to discover the life God created you to live, you have to learn how to say no to all the other options.
And the tough choices aren't between good and evil, but between all the equally good options out there that are simply not the right paths for you.
You have to allow even beautiful dreams to die when they are not supposed to be yours.To make even one dream come to reality, many other dreams have to be sacrificed on the altar of your imagination."
~~~

So what if I am addicted to Velvet Moon. I feel like I am back in high school paying for Wild Irish Rose….because Velvet Moon Cabernet Sauvignon is only $5.99!!! I loves it and it doesn’t give me a headache. It is truly...velvety! I heart Trader Joes.

At 11 this afternoon, I dressed up like some moulin rouge dancehall hussy because I am trying to get my sex on for some afternoon delight…but…yea…well…3 hours later and only 10 minutes to waste…I changed back into my jeans and t-shirt…quick. But I did my make up like crazy, looking like a sexy goth-slut with deep red lipstick…so as I am about to leave for the grocery store…debating on whether I should take the make-up off or just…fuck it…
After all he has a black eye and I have excessive make-up…we look like Bonny and Clyde ghetto style. I may just keep this shit on to make shit look gritty and grimey.
Ok…well that’s not me…so I’mma take this shit off now. But I am wondering…why ISN’T this me??? Because this me…looks like a bad bad bad bitch!

So I let Dude become my friend on FBook. Now all sorts of random comments are being made. Not that I was looking for some action on FB but if I was, he sure is shutting my shit down. Do other “sig nif’s” cock-block like that? No? I know *huge sigh* I am trying to think why he finds the need to make it clear that he’s in my life… All y’all know. Still…smells like something else to me…
Insecurity maybe...
Now I am not the type…but I am tempted to go over to his page and leave some inappropriate shit… I mean, I know how to exert some alpha-female shit too…well not really but…I could try. Just sayin’…

Sumptin To Say:
"I am trying to think why he finds the need to make it clear that he’s in my life

I'm just guessing here, but maybe, just maybe, he wants to keep you to himself.

Or, he just wants to rub it in everyone's face and say, "I got something y'all ain't got."

Then again, maybe he just want's folks to know he's in your life.
 
facebook etiquette evades me. my mother keeps telling me that she has the perfect picture for her facebook profile and I don't really know that i want to be her facebook friend.

i haven't had a significant other in so long i don't know what they would do with facebook either.
 
I just started a Facebook page...I have heard that it is as addictive as Blogging...

How have you been? I thought I wrote a comment on here a few days ago, but I didn't see it.

It has been a long time since I've been around.
 
Facebook is the devil!!! lol or that's what I surmise it to be.. too addictive.

Sounds like 'ol boy just likes you and is marking his territory.
 
LovesMeFirst: Long ass name...lol
A friend once told me...
"he's pissing all over you...basically he's marking his territory."

All I know, is I don't like it.

Keith: You always say that...i'ts been a while sice I've been around...lol
I am going to have to come look for you...ummm, need a name tho.

AJ: thing is...he requested me last year to be his friend...but because of that Sundays fight...I finally excepted. If I could do it over...

Terry: He wants to be apart of EVERYTHING I am apart of. SHouldn't we have separate interest. Yes, FB being one of them!!! lol

 
Women...so hard to figure. Want a man. Don't want a man. Want a guy who's into you. Don't want a guy who's too into you. Make up your mind already.
 
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